i haven been feeling good lately. dramas and books are my source of distraction from the world. they make you so ... secure. yes, secure. you just find that everything around you is blocked out. everything around you does not exist at that time. it makes you feel you belonged. it makes you feel that they don't hate you for being yourself. it makes you feel accepted. i don't know why, but they never fail to give me those feelings. :D i love them.

anyway, it's late now. time to take medicine and off to bed! at this rate i am going, i doubt i will get well any sooner. ^^ toodles!