you said that you won't want to separate the girls because they will take it quite seriously and need a long time to accept. do i look like a guy? i am a freaking girl and yes, i always have a hard time adjusting to new seating arrangement. have you ever cared for my feelings? shouldn't we be focusing more on studies than trying this out in class? i know you meant well. you do want to help him to stop falling asleep in class. but what about me? who is to help me? have it ever cross your mind? i am your student alright. i do have feelings and secondary 4 isn't an easy year. with so many things to manage, i still have to try to adapt to my seat with no one to help me. why? why of all freaking people its me? and one week is one week. don't tell me at the end of the week that we are going to stick to that freaking arrangement because it's better. i don't take that crap. one week is one week.

ya, you all may find me unreasonable. it's just changing seats what. yeah. changing seats what. that's to you. we all have our own problems and to others, it may not be problems. because we aren't the same. we have different ways of looking at things, solving them and accepting them. and for me, i never like changing seats. try changing seats every time the teachers like when you are in primary school. i thought secondary school will be much better. but no.

i don't know why i am taking it so seriously but i just feel so irritated with so many things to complete and this to add up. seriously, fml. i don't give a damm now because i am fcuking pissed for i don't know what.