GUESS WHAT! OMG GUESS WHAT! AH HAH! YOU DON'T KNOW!? AWW... THAT'S SAD :(. JUST JOKING! I ACTUALLY FINISHED ALL THE MAJOR OLEVEL PAPERS! I'M LEFT WITH LIKE.. TWO MORE? COOL RIGHT! HAHAHA! I never thought i will reach this stage of life. Gosh. It's too fast dont you think? I think so too... Ohwell..this is life.. hahaha! enjoying while i could. next year would be a different story, a different chapter, a different life..
<blockquote>You've changed. I don't even know you. You let it take over your life and change you. Look around, who changed?</blockquote>
sometimes i really wonder if every words that you said are sincere. it really bothers me. ohwell, school had been pretty much the same. guess what? 66 more days to olevel. ohgosh. and they said olevel chinese results would be release next monday. i could already have guessed my marks. i wasn't prepared to start with anyway. (: life's boring, nothing much going on. i am bored and addicted to olympics.

Don't cross my limit 'cos you're really testing my patience.

life have been pretty much hectic. you wake up in the cold morning and head off to school just to be crushed by the growing amount of homework. we always hoped for life to get better, but sadly, it doesn't work our way. i have been thinking, reminiscing, about the things i have done. knowing it isn't possible to go back to the past, yet i am selfish and wanted things to. life indeed do move on and wait for no one. i feel like i have done many bad things and spent every and many free moments thinking about it and making up for it. and they say 'things happen for a reason'. i don't see any reason in life. disappointed faces is what i fear. i want to make them proud of me, not worried. afraid to make a difference and then regret later on. is this what i always wanted?

I would rather let you go then to make myself hurt for someone who isn't worth my wait and love.

hello! ohmyabujiji! it's finally the weekends! life have never been better!:D now i am bored! see! i can never get myself entertained! gosh! i shall...shall...sha..sha....shalll...what should i do? hahahah. had height and weight yesterday plus some run. that's like the worst pe ever. after a whole month of not doing anything, suddenly you see me running across the parade square like some mad woman. hahahah! had this paper which states the cca points you will get and such. sucks tothemax. shall not go into details(: nothing much~ :D

So many things to say, yet so little time.

heya! it's like months since i blogged! i finally got a chance to use the computer! gosh! everything seems so dead! i know right. nothing major happened recently. i am just super glad to spend some time with ma computer~ aren't you glad? i am! :D everything seems to be so dead now. even facebook it dead. :( i wish i can spend more time online but sadly, i can't. my mind have been pretty messed up lately and i have no idea why. but still, life still goes on doesn't it? i am bored to death. (: anyway, good night! i really really hope i can blog often because firstly, i don't have time. secondly, i am too lazy to start up the computer? hahahahah! well, don't miss me ya! buhbye! i have to wake up at 730 in the morning!

Last night i heard my own heart beating, sounded like footsteps on the stairs. Six months gone and i'm still reaching, even though i know you're not there. i was playing back a thousand memories baby, thinking about everything we've been through. maybe i have been going back too much lately but time stood still and i had you.

hey! ohmygod! i am back again! blogger has a new look! i am so NOT used to it! hahahahaha. well, EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!! ohmygosh! aren't you happy?! i am! this is like SO COOL! uh, sugar rush here? hahahah. i cannot help it! i have no idea how many precious brain cells i have killed for the past two weeks. and i have been having nightmares lately. and they sucks. i am serious. they make you feel like as if it is real. okay, i am pretty good at changing subjects huh. (:
i swear i am super bored. anyone free? just ask me out will you? omgomgomg. i am supa bored. i am going to die of boredom here if no one is willing to save me. :( before exams, i kept wishing for it to end. now, i would rather have exams the next day or something like that. comparing it to the school hours, exams are way much better, even if they kill thousand brain cells. (: see, i am blabbering nonsense again! omgomg.
what should i do? hahaha. i know this post is a little crap, but i am bored to death! :D  parents will be out tomorrow, sista out. ohmygodohmygod. howhowhow? entertain pluuuuease! hahaha! okay! i shall be a good girl and save ya all from my nonsense! ^^

I just want things back the way it was before.

hey! i know it's late now! but it's better to blog now than next week. exams are around the corner. (: so it olevels. i can't believe it's so fast. i am sick again. with blocked nose and all~ ohshit. i know. (: hahaha.

If you are late one step, you chance might slip away. Chances are like thieves. You don't know when they will come. And you don't realise how much you have lost until after they are gone.

hey. i was having a really bad weekend last week. sorry about the rants. (: but i am more or less alright now if you ask. i have been spending every single day walking home thinking about things. lets just say i clear my thoughts, not all, but most. i don't know why, but i still find myself as confused as ever.
day two and i am still in a bad mood. i just need to rant out alright. my attitude really sucks these few days and that's why i avoid talking much. and yeah. i need a listening ear. stop judging me if you aren't willing to listen. i will keep talking and talking and only hope for you to listen, not comment. if you are a friend that cared, you would have accept me for who i am. don't tell me, "what makes you think i didn't?" because your actions simply prove it.
i am currently in a very bad mood ya. just bear with me for a while. because i am in a fcuking bad mood. i know i sound very unreasonable, but ya, i am still in a bad mood. you can't expect me to be reasonable when i am in a bad mood. because you can't either. see? i told ya i was in a bad mood. ok seriously. fml.
yohooo! imma back again. not with a good mood to start with. since when am i in a good mood? no idea why anyway. (: i just love read. everyday come home, sit down, read. you may think it's boring, but it's absolutely fun. hahahahah. it just makes me forget all the troubles i had. awesome muchh. like imma on drug. hahahaha. i have no idea what am i talking but just updating because i guess i won't have that much time when the exams are drawing nearer. (: ohyeahhhh~

hey girl, how are you? i really miss ya. don't block yourself from all of us. we are really very worried for you. what happened? i really wanna talk to you. but i know somehow you won't reply. you are closest to your friends and yet you don't reply their texts. let alone ours. really, don't even think of doing that. think about how sad and disappointed your parents would be. i would be too. where is my cute innocent adorable cousin? where is the one that always laugh along with me, play with me, and never once judge me? before you do anything, think. think of those people around you. your family care about you more than anything else. we do care too. you are my best cousin, my best friend. i don't ever wanna lose you. is what you are doing worth it? i may not get what you have been through, but this is only the starting of your life. you may fall once, twice, thrice. but most importantly, learn to stand up. we are all here for you. only if you wanna open out to us, there's nothing we can do.

Hello! it's finally the March holiday! time do really flies. it's only a one week holiday and we are given so much homework. seriously? 4chemistry paper, physics, ss and English. (if i am not wrong.) Got back my report slip today. definitely not satisfied with my results. i really need to buck up if i want to get into JC. yes, i have to. (: i don't have a choice~
Weee! Finally no homework! But I need help! Anyone knows how to transfer photos from cam to computer? I am a computer idiot! And pretty lost without mr kok around. :( kind of miss his laughter and coffee smell in the lab~ it feels so weird without him taking photos with me. I am really lost. I feel so ... not independent. :/ but anyway, he will be back on Friday! :D good friday! Oh yeahhh!
helloo! it have been ages since i touch the computer. it's march already! can you believe it. ohgosh, time do really flies yeah? hahahahah. it's getting closer and closer. but...let's put that aside first. :D i am extremely bored today. ran out of entertainment. :( trying to get myself to pay more attention to other things but instead i am thinking of some unnecessary things. :/ well, i guess some things won't go away. hahahahahahaha. i am REALLY bored. entertain me will ya? :D
ohyeah?! hello! today is flag day! fun ttm! went to the round market and got lots of donations. they are really generous y'know! hahahaha. i love all the aunties there! :D ivan was super fast! with only like few minutes or so, he got quite a number of donations. after doing this activity, i really understand how tiring it is to stand there and get rejected countless times. next time i see people holding cans, i will go forward and donate. muahahahahah! ^^ after the round market went 201, semei, tanah merah, then bedok and bused to springfield. so fun! hahahahaha. i love generous peoples! :D siti's can was really heavy! and she went up the bus quarreling with ivan until the end of the ride. joke ttm. the whole bus can hear! (: hahahaha.
ohshit. i am having problems with my tagboard. helpies! :(
Hey hellos! I am back again. Guess I am really that busy when school starts. So many things going on plus the crazy amount of homework given. Well, I guess that's what happens when you are a secondary four student. I can't believe i am sec4 already. I AM STILL SO SHORT! Hahaha. K whatever. Time really do flies. I barely touch my computer for almost two weeks. But I still log in to Facebook almost everyday okayy! It's Chinese new year eve today. I can't believe it. And even with the Chinese new year break I still have so many homework to be completed. Plus the fact that I wasn't in school on Friday. Ohmigosh. (: HAHAHAHAHAHA. Anyway, I am going off to my aunt house to watch movie nowz! Toddles! ^^
ok. iknow this is random.